Darcy Proposed..

Darcy proposed. Of course I resfused, but he proposed? He said it was against everything he believed in. He said he tried not to, but against all odds. He did it anyway. I'm still thinking about last night and what all happened. Today, as I was trying to avoid him, he spotted me and handed me a letter. After I read it I was angry, but after I reread it, I had no other option but to be angry and dissapointed at myself. I have always prided myself on being level headed and open minded, but it seems now I have been led to do the opposite. I intend to talk to Colonel Fitzwilliam to see if what Mr. Darcy has said is true. I still can't believe that Wickham had lied to me..