Wickham and I met up.

I hope that I do not have to encounter him again for a long while, and to be honest, i am glad that he will be unable to come back to Longhourn for quite some time. Our get together was brief. I told him how my perspective on Mr. Darcy has changed, he seemed to have become agitated on the subject, and I must admit, it gave me much satisfaction. I am glad that the whole deal is over with, and I can rid myself of the embarressment of ever having taken his side of Mr. Darcy's.

I had to tell Jane

I kept it inside me for too long. I had to tell Jane what happened between Mr. Darcy and myself last week. When I confided in her, she could only say what a dissapointment it had been for Mr. Darcy when I rejected him. Could you believe it? Darcy! Dissapointed at my response? I am still thinking about that dsay. I feel terrible about how I judged him. I am unable to read Jane the letter describing her and Mr. Bingley. Maybe some day i will conjur up the courage to make her unhapy once more.

Goddbye Rosings

Today I must leave Rosings. My father had written me a letter last week urging me to hurry my stay, and so today is the day that I have decided to head for Hunsford. LAdy Catherine expressed her opinion that Charolette and I should be accompanied by someone to guide us through our tavel. I personally am not quite in need of assistance... but Lady Catherine wants to be safe.

Mr. Collins showed his gratitude

This morning Mr. Collins and I met for breakfast, he thanked me again for coming to Rosings. He told me it had been a pleasure to have me and knows that Charlotte was happy that I came. I assured him that I had fun. for I knew that everyone tried to keep me company during my stay. I can't help but feel bad for Charlotte.. This house is not very close to her family and it is not where she had ever intended to live, but she continues not to complain. After all, she knew what she was signing up for when she agreed to marry this embessol.