I had to tell Jane

I kept it inside me for too long. I had to tell Jane what happened between Mr. Darcy and myself last week. When I confided in her, she could only say what a dissapointment it had been for Mr. Darcy when I rejected him. Could you believe it? Darcy! Dissapointed at my response? I am still thinking about that dsay. I feel terrible about how I judged him. I am unable to read Jane the letter describing her and Mr. Bingley. Maybe some day i will conjur up the courage to make her unhapy once more.